hey i used to b uglier believe it or not
sometimes i realize there are so many things i won’t remember in 50 years like the way the sky looked this morning and all the dogs i saw today and my mom’s voice and i get so sad i never want to forget
I have a massive fear that no one actually likes me, rather everyone is just politely tolerating me hoping I leave them alone
everyone’s having their mid-life crises at like 19
Are you the SAT because I’d do you for 3 hours and 45 minutes with a 10 minute break halfway through for snacks, and then I can stare at you for like 10 minutes and think ‘wow, I hope I don’t ruin this.’
I wasted all that time huddled in a shadow.
Countless hours of tears and countless more wishing I could conjure some up.
I spent my youth as if I was dying, and I was.
Black skies blended into the blue
but somehow I survived.
When I’m dragged back in I cry
because I can’t afford to waste any more time.
If you’re gonna bail, bail early. This applies to relationships, college classes, and sledding.
Pretty fucked up how I lose literally 1/5 of my paychecks to taxes.
I wonder how many stranger’s stories we make it into? You know, maybe someone saw you in passing and told their friends about how pretty the girl in the lavender sweater was. Or maybe they overheard you say a joke and repeated it to their friend, confessing that they heard it from some guy at the store.
I think about this all the time
If you’re under 30 and in a relationship right now, and you’re not head over heels, get out. You are way too young to be wasting your time with someone who doesn’t make you really happy to be with them every day. There’s nothing sadder than watching 23-year-olds settle.
I just want to fucking LEAVE.